What happened to you? I do not recognize the person standing in front of me. The person I knew believed in us, believed in me and believed in himself. Now it only seems that you only believe in yourself. I'm watching you and you seem to have become so cold toward me. So detached. You do not seem to care that our whole life will no longer exist.
When I mention that I am getting a realtor in to evaluate the house. You don't even seem to flinch. When I mention that I am looking at condos. You seem fine with it. All in a days work. I am so distraught and you seem so calm and sure.
When we talk about who gets what. You tell me to take everything. I know that that is guilt talking. I want to leave you with special pieces that mean something to us. You just say take everything.
You say you were scared that I did not see what was going on. I am scared that you don't seem to realize what we had. That you seem to be able to give it all up. You have so much hope for the future and your future does not seem to include me.
Your letter, yes it exudes hope for me, for us but I really I don't believe it. You seem so fine that we are separating. You say that my grieving takes too much place. It does because I feel like I am so lost. I don't know you anymore.
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