Not a good girl but....

Speaking to a friend last night at a friend's bday we contemplated good girls verses nice girls. I'm like yes I'm a good girl cause I think I figured inside I still feel like that good innocent girl that I was my whole life. BUT truly I'm not a good girl. Im not offended by casual sex. I do not run away screaming when a guy makes a sexual joke to gage my reaction. I do not cary around a pure white hanky!

But just because I'm not a good girl anymore that does not make me an bad girl or not a nice girl. I think it just makes me more interesting. 

I had a moment where I wondered if that why I am still single?? Maybe it is. I do not know. But I do not care. I know that the good girl inside of me might have missed out on all the good, bad, weird & amazing experiences that make me me At this point in my life. 

I would not want to be that good girl anymore. But maybe just maybe I should bring that good girl back a tiny bit because she believed in love, she was not so jaded and she had hope.

Something to think about!