I'm still alone.

Maybe to a select few a title like all alone needs no introduction. You can be socializing with a world of people but still feel like like an island. 

I wonder often is this self imposed? 

Weathered happiness

We all start off with innocent happiness. And that happiness turns into weathered happiness as we experience life. I think I'm so weathered right now without the happiness. 

Bubbles

I live in a bubble. I hurt others cause I'm trying to redefine myself. I hurt someone tonight. I hurt my best friend a few weeks ago. I hurt my family with my behaviour. 

Where do I draw the line between my needs and someone else's needs. I gave up me for another. I'm not willing to do it again. But I'm scared I'm becoming a bitch cause I'm all about me and my bubble. 

Chosen ones....

Ughhh. That is how I will start my blog. I have no idea how to discribe my life other than ughhh. 

Life is so frustrating. I want to truly know why some people get everything they dreamed of and other wait in contemplation and wonder if they are the chosen ones.