A thing of the past....

Most who never had a panic attack in their life will not be able to relate. Most who have never had their life freeze in time; A moment where fear paralyzed you and you stopped trusting in yourself. When your life stopped bring your own. 

My second trip to Miami. A fearless plan ride has shown me that I am so strong. I've changed and I do not even I realised how much. 

I have so much more work to do but a small smile is creeping upon my face as I realize that perhaps maybe fear might be a thing of the past. 

Nice to meet you!

Funny how things hit you like a tonne of bricks but finding yourself slowly creeps up on you until one day you look at yourself, your life and realize you are content. Your not worried about tomorrow, all you care about is right now. Making the most of the day. Making the most of any opportunity. You realize that you are you again and it is damn nice to have finally met yourself again. 

Sex, lies and video tapes??

This week I had a few poignant conversations with random girls about their sex lives. Issues they were experiencing with their better halves. Issues involving communication, spicing up their sex lives and the difference on how men and women view sex. 

It was actually cathartic. It made me take a few steps back and view my old sex life  when I was in a relationship. I realized I wanted so many things out if it but like a compliant girl I voiced my opinion to deaf ears. 

I realize that sex is such and integral part of a relationship. An area that needs to be nurtured and tended too. Like everything in our relationship I was the only one trying. 

I'm kinda ready to release my inner sex goddess with the right guy. I'm ready to have sex, lies(hmmm maybe not so much) and definitely video tapes!