And the cat came back...

Boys are a mystery. I will not claim to be able to interpret their actions or their of lack of action. All I know is that Greek boy is back. I think! 

He's been around for almost 8 months. We really have nothing in common except one thing: an insatiable amount of chemistry. 

He magically disappeared around a month an a half ago. I was more upset cause I was really not ready to give him up. I've never experience chemistry on such an animalistic level. It's actually quite intoxicating. I thought love always needed to be part of the equation. 

I thought in my head that he must be in jail cause why else would he disappear. No one gives up this kinda shit!

He says he's been going through some shit. Probably lying there was probably another girl. I really do not care....

Cause the cat came back :)

Owe it all to him!

HI have a new job now that I love. Adore actually. It's all about writing which brings me back to an essay in university I wrote for a fem class I took with my ex. I wrote about the colour purple. He helped me write that paper. He taught me how to write. I can not stop dreaming about him lately. There are all these scenarios that keep on taking place. I want these thoughts to stop. I'm a writer. He helped shape me. I want it to stop. I'm just joting down thoughts. I want them to stop.  

Why cause I bear no significance in his life. I feel what I feel when I feel it. 

I know that he never ever has that moment where a memory of us catches  him off guard. 

 

Really do I owe it all to him?