So I'm going to try for the next seven days to find at least one thing in my day that was positive or made me happy starting today. I'm going to resist the urge to complain or dwel on negative events in my life.
My friend Amber texted me today. I have not heard from her in awhile. It was nice to quickly chat and catch up.
I finally started my new painting. It is simply the background but I feel good when I paint.
Lara texted me to walk. I did not go but it was nice to be asked to do something especially when I spent the last three days alone.
It's hard to resist the urge to complain. All I want to do it tell you all about all the guys who are jerks. But that's pointless. I wanted to try dating again but I think I'm just going to get off online dating. I think I'll just focus on me. I've wanted to loose weight for years. I think I have to make that my focus right now. I got a Fitbit and for the last 2 weeks I have been pushing myself to walk like crazy. I have to also maybe do a diet thing.
Maybe I'll start a weight loss blog and track my progress and then maybe I'll have to be accountable for all my actions. I think I will. It feels like a great idea 😊
