Reading emails from a long lost friend about the breakdown
of her marriage made me realize that there has always been a pattern of lingering
doubt, a nagging feeling about Robert. I have always felt that he was never
committed to me, that he never was sure, that he was not proud to be called my
boyfriend. That he always though the grass was greener. My mistake has always
been that I thought he would change; that he would realize that the grass was
really greener where he was standing. I realize now that I could not believe in
us for the both of us. He needs to believe it in all on his own.
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