It is 10:45am and the endless hours ahead of me agitate me. I feel like I have no life, I feel like my life revolved around him and now that he is gone, I have no life.My life now consists of watching other people have fun. Being to asked to join in on their family fun time. I need to get a life. I always wanted to be with him. That was my life. Sure I have friends and hung out with them. They are busy, they are moms.
Maybe that was one of the biggest problems, my life resolved around him and not around me. Let this be a lesson to me to never let that happen again. I just need to find a life and very soon or I am going to go crazy.
Saturdays was always our day- We usually hung out, walked around the neighbourhood, did some errands. Made supper together. Was our day borring, yes but we were together all day and I loved it. Today is Saturday and I miss him so much. I would give anything for borring right now.
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