My love has a connection with another lady. One all the way across the ocean in India. I read some emails that I should not have. I constantly stalk twitter for her posts. I think she is in Love with you. I think you might be in love with her. How did this ever happen to me??
How can you have a connection with someone you do not even know? How can you contemplate visiting some chick you hardly know. How can you give up our life????? Are you that afraid of commitment?
All her post about you seem to exude some hope, some hope that I know you are fostering. Why do you not want to be connected with me?
I know I am not the most worldly, philosophical girl but I feel deeply. I care deeply. I might not be the person who you discuss the news with or tunes you into the latest song but I offer you and us so much more than that.
Why can't you look into my eyes and see what I see about us. Why are you looking at someone else?
Why can't you realize that this is just a point in our life where we are missing eachother's signals but our connection runs so deep nothing and no one will ever be able to break it. We are a part of eachother and whether I watch a debate, listen to latest song, or suggest some book-it will not break- it just simply exists!
Why did you loose faith in me, in us, in our life..what connection could she possibly offer you that is not fictitious...it doesn't exist, it is all smoke and mirrors..when you haven't even kissed her lips, held her while she cried, looked deeply into her eyes, held her hand while you slept.......I am real.
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