I know you. I know you are not living in reality right now. I know that nothing has hit you yet. I know you do not comprehend that I will move out, buy a place, live my life without you. I will have new experiences that you will not be privy too. I will celebrate occasions without you. I will smile, laugh and you will not know about it. I will not be a part of your life. I will not share anything with you. You do not realize it now Pussycat. But you will. And when you do it will be a hard day.
I am living that reality everyday. I drove my car down our street and I remember going to look at the house on Beaumont with our Dads. The dreams we had to renovate. The unrealistic dreams we had. I remember when we got this place. You got the call and you jumped up and hugged me. You were whopping and screaming. I was in shock!!
You will live in this place. My memory will haunt you. Yours does everyday for me. This is our home. You are not living in reality Pussycat.
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