So you blurted out during breakfast that you did not think it would be working out with her. I can't pretend that I wasn't in shock. I can't pretend that I had to hide my grin. I can't pretend that I am not happy about this and a part if me knew this would happen all along.
You will not tell me the reason. It is okay. I can imagine many scenarios. You know I never held her in high esteem.
But do I really believe it is over. Not really. For now it is but when you are in India. Who knows. I know you slept with me. I know you were moping around and I know that you would not have told me unless you were certain it was.
But nothing changes. I feel a slight bit of relief. But we are still over. Our disentanglement is still full steam ahead.
My only consolation is that if you are truly alone. Then you will really have time to think. There will be no distractions. It makes me think that you might actually grow.
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