A random text, a phone call, and small weekend together. I have never spent more than a month not in communication with him. Even when we broke up last time, we broke all the rules, spoke, hung out and had sex. This time it feels different. I feel like I have to stay away for my own sanity. I won't speak to him while he is gone. I can't.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TR3Vdo5etCQ
I am miserable right now. I think of him constantly. I miss him so much and he is right here but he's not here. He has already left.
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