My own personal torture chamber

I feel like you do not love me anymore. I feel like you are so enamoured by her that you do not care about me anymore. I do not feel like the most important person in your life anymore. I feel so alone without you around. I miss you so much. My heart hurts so much. I can't stop crying. I think about you all the time. My good-bye letter makes me feel like a fool to even be writing it. I feel like such a fool. I know you will go off to India and forget about me.

I used to be so confident in our love. I used to be so confident in you. I used to be so confident that we would spend the rest of our lives together. I have no more confidence and no more hope.

I am in my own personal torture chamber. I feel like a part of me died when you walked out the door. I am so scared that the rest of me will die when you are in her arms.

I love you so much. I am not strong enough to believe anymore.