It's funny how the mind protects itself for so long. It only allows pieces of information to be sieved through. Because the shear volume of pain you would need to face would be too overwhelming. Every once in awhile, your brain lets our small truths that you need to face. My morning truth is that he does not love you anymore, he does not think you are the girl for him, he is going to India plain and simple. He has a girl there. You are no longer part of his future.
This is obviously a hard reality to wrap my brain around. But it is a reality that I need to face. A reality that is the truth. I can not hide behind hope, dreams and understanding. I need to face the truth and move on.
He does not love you anymore. He does not see you in his future. He thinks your relationship has run its course. No more chances. He does not think what you had was worth saving.
Clinging to false hope will only hurt me more in the long run. Why put off facing reality? Face it and move on.
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