And this is it. The moment I have been dreading for the last 3 months. I am so scared. How can i not talk to him for 6 months? I feel like I am losing a part of me. I feel so lost, so overwhelmed. I feel like I am going to lose it. The love of my life is walking out the door and we will not be apart of each others lives anymore. I won't know what he is thinking anymore, I won't hear his voice, his laugh, see his face, have his arms wrapped around me. I won't hear about all his adventures. I will not see him grow, achieve and smile.
I have lost my best friend, my soul mate,my confident, my everything.
When he walks on to that plane I am not sure how I will ever breath again.
I just want to go to sleep and wake up when all of this is over. I thought I was strong but I'm really not.
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