So I am condo shopping. Saw a condo for the second time today with my parents. It has everything I want. It is in the area I want, it has parking, air conditioning, it has two bedroom. It is big and has alot of closet space.
An exciting time should be exciting to me instead it reminds me of everything that I am loosing. It makes me angry. It makes my heart fill up with hate.
I hate him. I really, really do. He is not thinking of me. He is there and he has already forgotten me.
My life is so empty right now. Nothing makes me happy. Nothing makes me smile. All I have is pain and hate.
Am I ready to buy a condo. No. But it does not really matter does it. I should be excited but I am depressed.
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