Yesterday was our last goodbye. I know we are over. There is no Amy and Robert anymore and there never will be. I just want him to get on that plane and get out of my life. I can not live in this house anymore. I need to leave and fast.
He has hurt me so much. I could never be with him again. He is a liar, a cheater and a child trapped in a mans body. The Robert I fell in love with is gone. He is someone else now. The years I lived with him were lies. I was in it and he was not.
I am tired of crying. I am tired of caring about him and his feelings. He is a selfish individual. All he cares about is himself and his guilt. The boy is not living in reality. He is fucked up and I hate him.
This will be our last goodbye. I promise you that. I will never let him back into my life.
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