I miss you so much. I am keeping everyone around. Talking to everyone and anyone who will listen. Maybe if I say your name out loud, I will not miss you as much. I think about you all the time. I have so much to tell you. So much I want to run by you.
I spoke to your father today. It was nice to say goodbye and thank you. I also know he loves me and loved me being part of your family.
I spent time with your brother during the week. I feel like if I keep everyone around. You are still here. It has been nice to know how much everyone cares about me.
I bought a condo. I am figuring out my finances. I am making my own decisions. Seeking advice from all the right places. I am moving forward physically and mentally.
My heart is just not there yet. I want to speak about you all the time. Because for that moment you are real to me and not part of my imagination.
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