Some things happen for a reason. Sometimes you can accept information presented you with a cool and calculating mind. One that is not swayed by love, hurt and missing.
Sometimes you realize you just shed your last tear and you can move on. You see the situation as clear as can be. You realize that he would never have been happy with you and in turn you would have been miserable.
He is not worth any more tears. You have shed your last tear for a boy who is long gone and has probably been gone for quite some time now. Maybe we were both in make believe land.
It is really too bad that he always thought the grass was greener somewhere else. I think if he would have just given into our love and not searched we could of had a blazing love story. But I guess that is neither here nor there. That is not what life handed down to us.
This is my time. He no longer deserves any of it. I have spent too many hours blaming, thinking, evaluating, second guessing, cry and screaming. I have shed my last tear for you my dear sweet Kamikaze Baby.
The sun is finally shinning in my eyes.
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