Fiona Apple says it best. The words of the song Get Gone. reflect my sentiments exactly.
We could never, ever be together again. Too much has been said and done to me to be able to ever forgive him. He is off in never-never land and he does not even give a shit about me. We spent 18 years on and off together and I feel cast aside. I feel like I never meant anything to him. I feel like I am a distant memory.
I understand the feeling of having a new interesting person looking at you with a clear perspective. I understand the allure of someone new to explore.
What I can't understand is who this person is. He is a cold bastard. His heart has closed up for me. You can say we are best friends but you do not treat your best friend this way.
It still hurts. It hurts in another way but it hurts all the same. My heart doesn't want to think about him anymore. I want him to Get Gone.
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