Some days a giddy feeling creeps up into your soul. You feel happy, you feel euphoric, you feeling feel like yourself. You feel like you are taking control of your life. You can finally see the sunshine behind all the clouds. You see the light at the end if the tunnel and you realize that you deserve to be happy and maybe just maybe you can actually be happy.
You still miss, you still long but you finally accepted that you are not a match made in heaven or else none of this would have happened.
Maybe a boy texting you all day long with the promise to talk makes you smile. Maybe just knowing that you are in control makes life a little more interesting.
All I know is that I have a giddy feeling deep in my soul and I want to continue to feel like this forever. I've had enough pain in the last couple of months that I finally want to be part of my own life instead of watching it pass me by.
Love this giddy feeling!!
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