My soul in pieces

You want to know what hurts so much is that you will travel half way across the world to meet this girl. You are giving this girl a big huge romantic gesture and I get kicked out of my home. Don't I deserve a chance. Don't I deserve a romantic gesture? Tears are blinding me. I feel like my heart is being ripped out of my soul. You walk. Out of guilt. You walk to get away from the pain that engulfs this house. You walk to run away from me. Are you walking because you think you are making a mistake?