So I gave Robert a letter asking for a chance. He said no. He is going to India, renting an apartment and possibly starting a love affaire with his twitter lady. Those are the facts, kids.
I do not know what to feel. I do not know what to think. All I know is that my whole world is falling apart.
He is not going to be living here with me anymore. He will stay at his parents for a while and then not sure. We will not live together anymore. It is the beginning of the end.
My heart hurts so much. I am losing all hope. I am just so tired. I wish I could just sleep and wake up in a couple of months and all the pain would be gone. I have no reason to wake up in the morning. My life has no meaning anymore. I am alone. I have no one to share my life, my dreams, my fears, my aspirations with. I am hopeless.
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