Tuesday, 24 December 2013

Merry Xmas y'all!

Well life is random. You change one appointment for another. You procrastinate making cookies till another day. Just so that the payoff is what?

A random encounter? An ex boyfriend rendezvous vous. For what? Was the reminder not enough that we are not together that I need fate to stick it to me one last time that I am alone. 

We met at a 4 dollar eyebrow Pallor. It was so random that I was me. No times for nerves. Only one decision and that was to be strong. 

Chatty, Carefree and evasive. He was awkward and stand offish. I had my dignity to maintain. 

All I want right now is something I should only ask 5 others. But I will not ask anyone. I will be alone. Cause alone is where I need to be. 

Merry fucking Christmas ya'll. let the new year roll hopefully some good times will come along.  I know I need to see it. I know I am not the only one. 

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