Small boxes, big boxes

That is my life right now. Packing away everything that meant anything to me into boxes. My life is a bit in shambles. I am a tad bit fucked up right now. I am trying to do the best that I can with what I have. I am broken in so many way but stronger in so many other ways. I am trying to process it all and really survive and thrive. I want to overcome. I want to be me again. The real me. She has been gone for years. The one I was with did nothing to ever to encourage her to come out and play. 

My life is in small and big boxes. I will find myself in one of those boxes. That I am sure of.