I will say goodbye on my own terms.

I move tomorrow. It is so bittersweet. It is exactly what I need yet I am not there yet. I am not ready to say goodbye. 

I have to be so strong tomorrow. I have to hide my emotions. I have to be a rock. I have to be okay for everyone around me. 

I will say goodbye on my own terms. Just  me, my house and all my memories. We will have our time together. We will say goodbye to each other and then we will move on. My house will find a new person to love it and I will find a way to love myself.