Moving forward, literally!

So I signed away my life last week. I am the bittersweet proud owner of a condo. I get to walked into my condo this Thursday for the first time in 4 months. I hope I did not make a mistake. 

I am so stressed about everything right now. I'm on an emotional roller coaster. I'm not sure if I am coming or going. I have so much on my mind. I am worried that I can not afford this place. That I am sacrificing a life for a home. But who am I kidding, I have no life right now. I simply exist. I am moving forward, literally like a ghost.