Relationship girl

Uuugh I'm probably seriously not cut out for dating. I'm probably not cut out for being a girl whose casual. I'm relationship girl. Honestly it's really everything I know. 

Trust me I'm not shoving a relationship down anyone throat. I'm probably more scared than most to actually pursue one but maybe in some guys eyes I scare them. 

Haha. Doubt it. Me contemplating my rejections and covering it up with a smile.