It is two years soon we broke up. I have had a million years to think and process us. I know we were never meant to be. I know we were toxic together. We did not grow as people. You want to know my problem with you and will always be my problem with you. You treated me like a piece of shit. You lied. You cheated and you hurt me after the fact. It will always seem like you went out of you way to hurt me. You became a stranger. I'm not sure why you did all that. I'm not sure why you left me to deal with everything all alone. I'm not sure why you you never told me everything. I'm not sure why you never had the gusts to tell me you were getting married. I lost my best friend. Not because we broke up but because you forgot I was a person. You forgot me. I will always feel like you went out of your way to hurt me. Why ?? so I got over you? Done. But I will never be over the over how you treated me. I was your best friend. I can not wrap my brain around it. You would hurt me on purpose. Granted I am the strongest person I could ever be. But you destroyed my faith in good people. For what? To show me you were done with us??
You ignore my letter, it was harsh. It was everything you deserved to hear. I write this now to release me. I need to put the guilt and anger back on you. You hurt someone. Deal with it. I no longer want to carry it around.
I need a moment
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