You can't give up on yourself!

Im not sure exactly what that means for me. I know I am waiting on a life changing experience right now that would be perfect for me and would challenge me in every way. I try not to get too excited in fear that I will be disappointed. My little heart is so fragile right now. It has a tough exterior that allows little bits of hope to seep in. I'm not entirely sure why my journey is so tough. I do not know but there is a small part of me that believes I needed this to become who I always wanted to be. I might it get everything I dreamed of but I might just discover who I always wanted to be. Maybe that might be just as good. Maybe I need to learn that you can't give up on yourself.