Last night I had the most bizzare dream. Robert time travelled to me. I was on my parents couch and he suddenly appeared. It was parents old couch. We just looked at each other and everything was weird but fine between us. He was underneath a blanket and he was holding on to something. It was a strange animal that was half monkey and half penguin. He insist that he needed to show me this. It was important that I look and hold it and figure out what combination of animal it is. He wanted to kiss me in my dream. I wanted him too and did not want him too. We didn't. Then Robert was sitting on the stairs and David came down and gave him a kiss.
Not sure what that bizzare dream means. I know he is back this Thursday and I know that Pepe is still missing. Maybe it is just my brains way of assimilating a new reality: A reality that starts in 5 days.
Nothing will change in my life once he is back. We will not see each other, nor talk. I guess the only way I will allow him into my life is in dreams where I have no control. I was the time travellers wife in my dream last night.
But really I am not Claire and our love story is not one that will continue in the future, past and present.
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