I have a bit of a rage issue going on. I can not think of him without my blood boiling. I am so angry at him right now that I can longer remember why I ever loved him.
He is a liar, a cheater and a bum. He believes in immediate gratification and can not get past his own selfish needs.
I have immense hate for the boy. He is not even a man. He is child. He ran away and left me to pick up all the pieces.
Play my little one. Hell hath no furry like a woman scorn. You my dear have lost your best friend and you do not even realize it. I can not look at you in the face without wanting to spit on you.
I never in my life thought that I would ever have feelings of hate towards you but you pushed me there. Your words, your actions, your total disregard for my feelings. You lit incense for my happiness. You make me laugh. I find your actions amusing.
You could not find the right words to write me a good bye letter. I spent 18 years with you. Tell me the truth you loser, you were too busy playing to stop and think about me.
Play Robert. Play for the rest of your god damn life. I really do not give a shit anymore.
You wanted me to bloom. Well I have and I realize that my heart does not have room for an asshole like you.
I was too good for you. I was too understanding. You do not deserve me. You created this little ball of furry.
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