The real world

I'm gonna state the facts and leave all emotion out of my message. I figured you might possibly care to know about the real world. 

Pepe has been missing since Saturday night. He been out and about for about a week and had stayed in my new place without going out for 3 long weeks of cuddling and meowing. I let him out Saturday around 7 and I have not seen him since. I was home and ready for him to come in at any time. 

I have gone to the SPCA filed a report, the Berger blanc, I have posted pictures all over my neighbourhood, I walk the streets, early morning and at night. David knows to look out for him. Neighbours have called to say they saw him Monday or Tuesday. I walk the streets calling his name. Is he mad? Is he lost. I know he is not dead. I hope he is not dead. Would that be better than a scared cat lost wondering where I am?

I know we once had a conversation that if Pepe would have died instead of tigger cause of his aliments I would be okay. I am not okay and I take it back. 

I spread his cat piss around my neighbourhood so he can pick up his scent. 

Not sure why I am contacting you other than I think you might care about your cat and should know. 

The real world continues even if you are not part of it.